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“I hope you make some friends”

January 25, 2021

I’d read reliably on the internet that there was a tiger snake that liked to ‘protect’ the toilet block. Luckily for me when out alone in the bush, I like to employ the “bush-wee” system and don’t even use a toilet block. So suck on that tiger snake. 

There was no tiger snake guarding the toilet block, nor the camp site, nor the river banks, nor the picnic tables. In fact, I didn’t see a single snake. Probably because I was wearing my massive knee length gaiters and was carrying two hiking poles. 

As with most trips in the Blue Mountains, the trip started up high, on the plateau, but only 500m from the carpark the descent started and continued down, down, down, through the swine gate, down, down further and did not stop until I reached camp about 8km away. My toes were sore, I was hot, too hot, and my ankles developed some kind of heat rash from the socks, boots, gaiters, heavy pack combined with mid-summer Australian hiking. 

I got to the campsite and there was not another single soul there, heaven. I picked a camping spot that had 1) shade, 2) views, 3) Next to the creek, 4) a picnic table, 5) mown grass so I could spot any snakes. That was until dusk when literally 20 other groups of people decided to join the party. Many of which were lining up my campsite as a potential site. I sat at the picnic table watching the view but really not so passive-aggressively giving the evil eye to anyone looking to set up their tent right next to mine. 

I got talking to one couple as I was letting them know about an awesome *other* campground (read: away from me) that was located just past the “caution: asbestos” sign. They could not believe that I was there on my own. I mean what was I going to do all evening? Wasn’t I going to be bored? Have I got a good book? As they left she said “I hope you make some friends”. What do you say back to that? “What are you talking about, all my friends are here, you can’t see them?”

A lullabye of half a dozen wild dogs howling at one another not far from camp was quite a relaxing way to drift off to sleep. I kept thinking about whether I should put my shoes inside the tent? Would wild dogs come and take them to chew on in the middle of the night, would I wake up to the toilet keeper tiger snake curled up keeping warm inside? 

I woke at the butt crack of dawn. 5 am. After I heard chewing of grass in the vicinity of my head. 90% certain it was Kangaroo. 5% chance of wombat. 5% chance of it being a wild dog actually chewing on my shoes. Given the heat of the day before, my strange ankle rash and that I had an 8km all uphill hike, I opted to be out by 7am. I am never up by 7am. Never. Especially on a Sunday. 

It took 3.5 hours to get back up all the hills. I allow myself to stop as many times as I want, but honestly, after a while, you do find a rhythm and just keep going, albeit slowly. Only being passed by one other hiking group, I was pretty pleased with my hill climbing efforts. I came across 4 hikers going opposite to me, towards the camp. Jokingly they told me my massive pack meant that I must be carrying too much extra stuff. Once I explained that I was on my own and that meant I had to carry everything myself, and not divide it up between a group of 4, they nodded, quietly continuing on their way.  

I wonder if they met the tiger snake at the toilet block. 

Note: My shoes were not stolen by wild dogs. 

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Can we keep it like this?

May 27, 2020

Oh how I’ve miss this. My writing, my little corner of cyberspace that helps me to quieten the noise.

I have been writing, though mostly emails and assignments. I forgot how much time it takes to be a student. But I am loving the learning, the lectures, tutorials, practicals even the assignments, but after many many hours at the screen, I don’t have the energy to bash out a blog post.

I don’t want to just ‘bash’ out some content to keep the blog ticking over, this space will never be filled with what is not authentic. It will always be my voice, my content, what is circling my head. I have tried over the years to add in bits and pieces that I thought I should write, as a good blogger, a range of pieces to spark the interest of different audiences. But really I write this for me and if you enjoy it too, then that just makes me love you even more. Apart from the odd “I could live here” which will nearly always be a cabin or modern home in the middle of a forest because that is exactly where I want to live.

I actually have written a fair bit lately, just in my head when I have been out hiking. Now that the restrictions are starting to ease, the first thing (when my exams are over) I want to do is go out on an overnight hike. Just pack up my backpack and go. Doesn’t even have to be that far. Maybe the Blue Mountains. Like I haven’t spent enough time alone. I will just stay alone, not in my house, somewhere else.

I like being alone. It has never ever bothered me. Especially when I felt out of control or anxious or sad, I like connection but I don’t want to know how out of control I am. Confused? Try being inside my head.

I only like my people. As they say on Runway “You are either in or you are out” most people I meet can probably just assume they are on the out. You’ll know if you are in. If you are reading this then you are absolutely ‘in’.

On September 12 last year, I took a mental health day work (and you know I was honest with work about it all and they were great about it) and I went for a long hike alone, with nothing but me, myself and my hateful thoughts about myself, in the rain, after 15km and 10 minutes beating a very expensive hiking pole against a rock while yelling at myself “why do I fucking suck at life so badly” until the rock won, I felt better. A lot better. Back to normal better.

I don’t want to go back to ‘normal’, if that means shopping and spending and 50 hour weeks, and sitting in traffic and flying to another city for a ‘meeting’, queues and lines, checking out, checking in, the rat race, glorifying busy…..

Personally I have LOVED the slower pace, the genuine connection, the efficiency, the focus and the benefits to my own mental health. Can we keep it like this?

If you’re not offended by a ‘fags’ mug then you are one of my people.

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I took a holiday from my holiday

January 4, 2019

I took a holiday from my holiday. Mostly because new years and the following couple of days saw a heap of #fails that required me to reset my brain.

New Years day I literally slept all day. Thanks to taking a small overdose of oxycodone. Mental note: Don’t get up looking for sleeping pills in the ‘medication stash’ without turning the lights on in the middle of the night. I got to sleep at 5:30am new years morning and slept of my double dose of oxycodone by 5pm. Of course after that I became nocturnal and not able to sleep at all at night, yet slept like a baby during the day. Not a good sign for work next week. Coming up here and walking has reset some of that.

The next day, I decided to leave my sleep nest and go and buy some work shoes. Instead of work flats, I came home with wedge hi-top sneakers. Can’t wear those in the office.

Next fail was when I was washing my face the other night. Where I found not one but two brand new ‘neck pubes’. Geez I hope I’m not the only one with these. Now that I’ve said it out loud. I’ve had for a while a pubic-style hair that has sprouted out the side of my neck. I pluck it as soon as it’s little head pops out past the skin. Anyway the other night I found 2 more. Now I have 3 neck pubes and that is just too much to handle.

The final straw was when I realised that I don’t have Pluto anymore and I had this wave of sadness that I would never see him again. I needed a change of scene. Spur of the moment. So spur of the moment that I forgot to pack undies or a spare t-shirt.

I have come up to Katoomba for a few days. Felt like some mountain air. One thing most people don’t know about me is that I am not an overly ‘beachy’ person. I will take the mountains over the sea every single day. The air up here is clearer, cleaner – smells different. One day I will move up to the blue mountains and have a little cabin surrounded by trees, I will probably talk to the animals and birds, and walk every day.

I went for a ‘mental health walk’ yesterday afternoon, whilst the skies were all stormy and rumbly and dark. Down a valley to some of the furber steps, back up to scenic world, around to echo point. The light was amazing under the clouds and the rumbly skies above sounded so low I could almost touch it.

I am at Katoomba library right now, writing this and am like a pig in mud. It is such a great library and Cultural Centre. I will have a look at the exhibition shortly.

That’s what holidays are for right?

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Getting good at using my phone for pics – of rocks and seats and stuff
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The three sisters from Furber Steps
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Echo Point
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My view from the library right this second

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The Hike Life

November 20, 2018

I didn’t choose the hike life the hike life chose me.

After I wrote my post on the adventure of the Larapinta Trail, that I’d never written a post on why I like hiking. Here are my top 6:

Connect with Nature

Time away from the phone – even though I do take my phone, I generally have it on flight mode and only use it as a camera. I don’t listen to music when I hike. I like the sound of my feet on the ground. The birds and Echidna poking through the undergrowth, plus I want to be able to hear if someone is running up behind me. Also if there’s is a slithery like rustling anywhere near my feet – I want to hear that shit immediately.

In today’s world I am enjoying time away from emails, Facebook, Instagram, texts etc more and more.

I also find that even when I do the same hike every week or every month I always see (or hear or smell) something different. Like a creek that I could cross last week but now I can’t because it’s rained.

I hike in all weather, when it rains I put on rain gear and go out anyway. When you walk in the rain, the smells are different, the sounds are different, even the colours are different – everything is shiny and clean. Also as a bonus there’s less people around so you usually get the place to yourself. Some of my favourite hikes have been in the rain.

Look at what I found! (Grand Canyon Blackheath)

Solitude

Generally I like to hike alone, especially when the trails are well marked and I know the location, terrain and area. Where a hike is more remote or dangerous, I generally go as part of an organised group, or an adventure company. My go-to is Women Want Adventure.

It’s probably not the safest, but there are ways of limiting the risk. Hiking in National Parks that are closer to suburbia (usually where you get mobile phone reception) you generally find even though you can’t see them, you are usually only a couple of hundred metres from houses. I always take a first aid kit with an extra compression bandage, extra water, one of those aluminium foil space blankets and a whistle. I also take a protein bar or something not so much to eat during the hike but something if I get stranded. I’ve never had an emergency but I’d rather have it if needed.

 

Exercise

Turns out bushwalking or hiking is really just putting one foot in front of the other – just off road. There is a certain satisfaction at the end of the hike (endorphins maybe), or when you get to the top of a mountain, or climb up the 991 Furber Steps in the Blue Mountains, when you complete a walk further than you’ve gone before. A real sense of achievement when you get to the top of the mountain.

Sometimes misty days are my favourite (Great North Walk – Naa Badu Lookout – Berowra)

Mental Health

Whether it’s 2 hours, half a day a full day or a week on a hike gets me out of my head. It somehow stops all the thoughts telling me I’m not good enough, because I’m focussed on just putting one foot in front of the other. Making sure I don’t fall over or roll an ankle. I’m far too busy taking in the scenery to be thinking badly of myself and getting anxious about nothing. I guess that is the definition of mindfulness. Just totally in that moment where foot placement is the most important thing happening.

It’s kind of like hitting the reset button and clearing the head, making it all fresh and happy again.

Then you turn a corner and are greeted with this view (Cliff Top Lookout – Blackheath)

Explore New Places

Because sometimes just taking a wrong turn, or going down an off shoot on a trial could take you to a view or scenery so amazing that you can hardly believe you are experiencing it. You really do feel as though you could be the only person on the planet that is seeing that view. Well in that moment you totally are!

Just a few hundred metres down a side trial and I had this view! With the place to myself (Great North Walk – Galston)

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I will let the pictures do the talking on this one!

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The Larapinta Trail

July 8, 2018

The Larapinta Trail was amazing. To do it justice (and apparently this goes against all blogging ‘rules’), this is a very long blog post. But please, I would love for you to read it all, enjoy my thoughts and feelings I had along the way and also enjoy the pictures. I didn’t want to break it down into pieces as it didn’t really feel right to do that. Thanks!

I’ve been back a couple of days from my hike on the Larapinta trail. I keep stumbling on what to write in this post, I think because there simply are no words to describe how beautiful, perfect, spiritual and magical this part of the world is. I really haven’t known how to express my journey. It left me seriously lost for words, which is a first, even for me.

I feel so utterly privileged to be able to have undertaken, even a part of this trek. I saw some utterly amazing and breathtaking sites. I met some incredible people. I made some incredible friends. Hopefully, some of which I will have for life.

I slept under the stars in a swag, open in a riverbed, looking up at the stars and at all the planes flying over at 30,000 ft. I conquered a mountain at night with a head torch, I bathed in freezing cold canyon water, I used a shovel as a toilet.

I now appreciate that I need less stuff. I thought I packed minimally, but I could have only taken half of what I had and I would have been fine. I also appreciate the beauty in silence, in vast empty spaces, yet the smallest of details also made me smile. I appreciate running water. I appreciate it even more if it’s hot.

I loved every second of being offline. I was a little sad to turn my phone off flight mode when we got back into Alice Springs last Friday.

I had not one second of anxiety. Or sadness, or loneliness or depression. Actually I never do on a hike. Alone or in a group.

I don’t feel as though I’m quite finished with Larapinta. Or maybe Larapinta isn’t quite finished with me, yet. Next time, I want to do the whole trail, all 223km of it. Start to finish, front to back, top to bottom, beginning to end, soup to nuts. Unsupported (which means I carry all my own gear, tent, bed, cooking gear, food etc on my own), although when I say unsupported, I will utilise a crew to support in a safety capacity. I am getting quite down with these hiking terms now. #hikelife

I did my tour with Women Want Adventure. Monique the CEO is an absolute legend. We were safe, warm, well catered for and above all else everyone had a blast. I recommend checking out her website and if interested, it costs nothing to express your interest. They do heaps more than just hiking – canyoning, rock climbing, kayaking….heaps of things.

22 women absolute legends were on this tour, there were a couple of people that came away together, but mostly we were all there s solo travellers. All with different reasons for being on the tour, backstories and goals for the 5 days.

Location and Itinerary

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Overall the Larapinta trail is 223km broken down into 12 sections. I was on a 5 day tour, which tackled sections 10, 11 and 12. In all Ormiston Gorge to the summit of Mount Sonder.

If you add up the official kilometres for each section, it adds up to 63km, however we easily hiked closer to around 80km. On all of the days, my iPhone registered over 20km, and closer to 25km on the 3rd and 5th days!

Let’s go!

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Welcome to Alice Springs! The start of the West MacDonnell Ranges!

Day 1 – Alice Springs to Glen Helen Gorge (Travelling Day)

The trip doesn’t officially start until about midday, but those of us who stayed the night before got up at the crack of sparrows to hike about 8km out to the Telegraph Station in Alice Springs (which is also the official start of the Larapinta Trail).

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Alice Springs Telegraph Station (start of the Larapinta Trail only 3km out of town) and one of the many parrots with really cool colours in Alice Springs

Then onto picking up the rest of the group from the airport and onto the “Trail” in a sightseeing capacity, on our way out to Glen Helen Gorge, to set up Camp for the night.

We stopped at Simpson’s Gap and Ellery Creek (Big Hole), saw some rock wallabies (which don’t photograph very well on an iPhone)

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Simpsons Gap

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River Red Gum and Simpsons Gap

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Ellery Creek Big Hole – that’s it’s name it’s really not a bad place!

Day 2 – Ormiston Gorge to Glen Helen Gorge

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My first swag and campfire for the night

The Trail in this section is 12km from Ormiston Gorge to the Finke River Camp. A couple of hills, but relatively easy walking. We added another 3-4km on to get to Glen Helen Gorge Camp where we had also stayed the night before.

One of the first things that strikes you on the Larapinta, apart from the scenery, is how well the trail is marked, even when walking completely alone, sometimes for hours. I never ever felt as though I was lost, you barely pass one trail marker, before you see the next one.

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Ormiston Gorge and the first glimpse of Mount Sonder!

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Larapinta trail arrow and a good, well defined track make for a happy hiker

Ormiston Gorge is just as beautiful as the other gorges along the trail, slightly more ‘famous’ than many of the others. We hiked up to the lookout over the top of Ormiston, before starting on the trail. This section had lots of open ‘plains’ type scenery and good walking, solid dirt ground, not many sand or rocks. Some early glimpses of Mt Sonder at the end of our hike, that at this stage seems so far away!

The walk back to Glen Helen Gorge for camp passes through a ‘hole in the wall’, some interesting rock formations and the Finke River.

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Finke River and obligatory trail marker shot

After a shower, I went down to the gorge to take some photos at sunset.

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Glen Helen Gorge at Sunset

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Glen Helen Gorge at Sunset. There is a public bar at Glen Helen Gorge and an caravan/camping area for the public. And also luke-warm running water!

Day 3 – Glen Helen Gorge to Davenport Creek

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Another little moment – looking down to find in between the rocks, a tiny shell in the middle of the desert. The second is the hole in the walk that the trail going from Larapinta to Glen Helen Gorge goes through.

This was a long walking day, the official section is around 18km but getting out of Glen Helen and back to the Larapinta Trail and again between about 1-2km between Rocky Bar Gap (official Larapinta Campsite) and Davenport Creek (private property).

On this day, I really noticed the change in scenery on the Larapinta trail. One minute you are walking on rocks, the next minute sand, then the scenery looks like the moon.

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Larapinta: Bad skin never looked so good

It was this day that I: Saw some dingo tracks, camped in a creek bed, used a bush toilet (i.e. a shovel!), used a drop toilet, heard about a snake siting (I wasn’t going over to double check), had a great time setting marshmallow kebabs on fire in the campfire.

My all time favourite moment of the day was when I was walking alone, and I got further ahead of my group than I thought, and I stopped for about 2 minutes and there was just complete and utter silence. Nothing. And I had that thought, the thought that I am in the middle of Australia, hiking, alone (semi-alone) and it’s just me and the outback. I thought of how significant it felt, yet also how insignificant I am in the overall timeline of life on earth. That my life really is a blip. That these formations are 600 million years old and if I’m lucky I’ll probably be here for about 80 of them. That all that daily life stuff, work, paying bills, shopping for clothes, etc is really not at all important. It sounds so cliche, writing it now but I am really glad I had that moment. Even though you kind of think it already before you do these things or have these moments, it was just a point in time where everything ‘clicked’.

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Looking towards Mt Sonder (the really pointy bit is where we walk to – the true summit is only permitted for climbers unfortunately can’t walk there), and a sandy part of the trail

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Tracking a Dingo! and Camping in a dry riverbed for the night under the moonlight.

Day 4 – Davenport Creek to Redbank Gorge

By far the coldest morning I have every had to sleep in and more importantly change my duds in – outside. I woke up to find that the night had gotten so cold, that not only was there ice build up on the inside of my swag, but the zippers were also covered in ice so I was frozen in. My 1L water bottle was frozen solid, and even the drool on my pillow had frozen and the pillow was a stiff as a board.

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Yep – that’s ice inside my swag and frozen drool on my pillowcase – keeping it classy

This was a day of relatively ‘easy walking’. It didn’t feel easy, it felt like my feet were made of lead. But none the less I was glad for a relatively flat walk, well marked trail and an early finish to rest up for the final morning.

It was the changes in scenery that made it enjoyable. I also enjoyed the opportunity to just take everything in at my own pace, walking alone, and thinking about where I was and how lucky I was to have this amazing opportunity.

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1L water bottle frozen solid, and red dirt track – good walking!

One of the highlights I had was actually at the end of the day, at the top of the hill near camp, looking toward Mount Sonder. I got a rare chance to have a ‘deep and meaningful’ chat with one of the other ladies on the tour. One that I had chatted to briefly a couple of times, but this time got to share our backstories, and really got to connect. In this amazing place, under the light of a full moon.

Another ‘moment’ was had when I was lying in my swag looking up at the stars and the overhead air traffic (of which there is a lot if you can see it in an outback sky), it made me realise again, how small and insignificant I am, and how small all my problems in life seem. I felt like a tiny spec in a giant universe, which I totally am. Just a spec – in size and time.

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Redbank Gorge and view from my swag during my afternoon lazy time!

Day 5 – Mount Sonder

Each night we had a safety briefing on the next day, so I knew we would be getting up at 2:30am to walk up Mount Sonder in head torches to be there for sunrise. Knowing this we all slept in our hiking gear

Mount Sonder is pretty much relentlessly all uphill, at varying degrees. For 8km. Then the bit that is worse actually – downhill. Relentlessly all downhill again for another 8km. So now that I think about it everyone has to do Larapinta Section 12 twice.  The reason I found downhill worse was pretty much just the tiredness. The track on this section is mountainous, rocky, shale, to muddy type goat track at the bottom. You need to check your foot placement on every step. It would be easy to slide, roll an ankle or just trip over. Especially if you got up at 2am. In most places there are clear margins and space between you (the path) and a sheer death drop. The approach is from behind Mt Sonder and is a fairly wide saddle. Towards the summit there is a little scramble as well as there is no clear path.

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A very happy but also very cold hiker, and the lower half of the trail looks like this – when your brain and your muscles are at their most tired.

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The visitors book shows that Women Want Adventure and find it at the tops of mountains, my scrawl with frozen hands is second from the top! Plus bonus view including moon from the top!

When you do get to the top, the view is amazing, we could make out pretty much where we started (Ormiston), Glen Helen Gorge, Rocky Bar Gap.

You can see why the aboriginals refer to the West MacDonnell ranges as rows of caterpillars.

It was bitterly cold at the top. As the sun came up, it was very much a unique and shared experience. Difficult to photograph, so you really just had to take it all in.

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Looking back towards where we started. The gap in the rock is Rocky Bar Gap. Second pic is another shot looking out at the West MacDonnell Ranges.

It wasn’t until later that day, after a long hot shower back in Alice Springs, that I think it all dawned on us, what we had just experienced – together. I think while you are hiking up (and back down) a mountain, it’s easy to downplay what you need to do to get to the top, as it can be the only way to get through it.

I was actually quite thankful (after we did it) that we went up the hill with head torches, in the dark, rather than in the early hours of daylight. I think if I had been able to see how much was left to hike, how steep it was and how difficult the terrain was in places, it would have made it far far more difficult, and easier to give up on.

Back in Town

Overall the experience was amazing. It sounds so cliche but for me it was not just the physical challenge but the emotional and spiritual ones, that made me feel like i’d conquered or achieved something unique.

However, I still feel as though I the Larapinta Trail hasn’t finished with me yet. It wants me to do it all. All 1-12 sections, all 223km, all hills, trees, rocks, sand.

Even though that means another 2am up to Mt Sonder!

Thanks for reading all of this, I know it is a massive blog post and probably too many pictures, but I felt that if I broke it down into 2 different blog posts, that I wouldn’t be doing the experience justice. Thank you so so much for reading it all. It means so much to me. xxx

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Me at the moment of sunrise. Photo by Monique Farmer of Women Want Adventure.